Great. Universal. Source.
I sought an explanation of life and cosmology that fits between my ears, and I believe I've found it.
I once claimed a disbelief in god. (note the lower case ‘g’) But after studying, reading, pondering, soul-searching, and surrender I’ve concluded that there is, in fact, a god. (note the lower case ‘g’)
Why the change of heart? It’s complicated, and not what you might think. No, I did not get knocked off my horse on the road to Damascus. I don’t own a horse. Never been near Damascus.
No, I didn’t have a ‘come to Jesus’ meeting, although a Spanish amigo named Jesus (Hay-Zoos) lives close by, so a meetup could be arranged quite easily.
No, I didn’t get struck by lightning, have a near-death experience, or meddle in the mushrooms during a cult meeting.
In fact, I still do not believe in God. (note the upper case ‘G’) I believe there’s an energy, a source of power and direction, a concept far beyond anything I can, at present, fit between my ears. I do believe in science, and I do believe scientists — our proper priests and prophets — will one day unravel this source and truly understand it.
Until that happens, I’ve settled on my own simple understanding of the concept. I refer to it as Great Universal Source. From that, I’ve derived a name for this entity. I call it GUS.
My new friend GUS is my personal explanation of ‘god’, the way I choose to explain my existence on this tiny wet ball of mud, circling a mediocre star, spinning through the endless reaches of space. GUS also happens to fit between my ears, so I’m happy with it, thanks be to GUS!
Once I understood GUS and its application, there was an endless array of subjects and topics that lend themselves to better interpretation. At 76, I don’t have a lot of time left, GUS-dammit! So, expect more on this topic.
Do you believe in GUS? “Of course,” you might say. “Great GUS almighty who wouldn’t!” One thing I know, GUS works in mysterious ways.
I’ll persist in teasing this apart, and continue posting about it. Objections, additions, comments, reflections are welcomed, and GUS-bless you for responding.
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This is a bit different from previous posts. The author, yours truly, is currently studying the teachings of one of today’s wisest and most insightful sages. Stay tuned for more along these lines, and praise be to GUS, I’ll explore further.